Been mad busy with church and camp and duties and wallaby trip prep and self-indulgence. I hardly got 4-5 hours of sleep everydae.. sometimes i tot i was jus gonna knock out. Jus reached home from some last min shopping for my Wallaby trip. in less than 12hours.. i'll be flying off to th great outback!
Bye bye Singapore.. hello Rockhamptom! ha. pretty excited. To me.. i'm goin with strangers i hardly know for 2 days..doin things i hardly learnt for a day. Honestly.. i really dont know wats goin to happen over there..but i know nothing's too hard in the SAF to pick up anywae.. well.. i'll jus go hav fun and prepare myself to come back for camp! hee.
Kept telling myself i'd jus be gone for 3 weeks.. be back in no time.. but still something seems to be dragging my feet. I'm right in the midst of Passion24/7 prep... i'm really excited.. why do i hav to leave at tis point of time! There's so much i wanna involve in.. feels quite sorry for Prudence to leave everything to her. It's not gonna be easy..be praying for her. Tats all i can do over there.. then again.. thats all we need to do. PRAY! hee.
Think i'll be keeping a diary over there.. jotting down little things that happens.. and i'll put it back here when i'm back. haiz. so many things and ppl i'm gonna miss. I know i volunteered for this trip, but a small part of me is regretting my decision. Feels like the time when i called the army up for early enlistment. But i think it's different this time. Think God is purposely sucking me away from the action.. stall my anticipation.. like the description i gave Xav.. a grenade with it's safety pin out still in the hand. Sitting still in the plam. Imagine the explosivness and the potential! BooM!
Over shot my budget this month.. spent way too much. i probably halfed my wish list. Out of impuse i bought a digital camera this afternoon. ha. Panasonic FX8! looks pretty good so far. Bought myself a decent watch.Spent some money on replnisment of some daily accessories like my bagPack..etc etc. Still got the car to pay off.. housing.. transport. I'm jus glad i'm finally flying off..ending this crazy shopping spree. Luckily this is a one off event.
Honestly, i'm having a headach rite now.. whoever is reading this.. please pray for me. I pray God put me in the outback for a reason.. like how Moses met God.. not in the palaces.. but in some ulu mountains. ha. Cant imagine i find some burning bush in aust.. think i'll shrug it off as forest fire or something. wahha.
Gotta go.. got some last min packing to do. For the ppl i'll be missing.. i miss you. For my loved ones (you know who u are) .. i love you.. i'll be back on the 24th Nov.
in case of emergency.. jus give me a msg. i'll call back when i'm available.
Seeya!
