Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Signing Off

Bye ppl.. flying off at 230am... be back by 29th May.

Please keep me and my family in prayers! My phone will still be active.. feel free to drop me a msg or a call if there's anything urgent.. shoping list or anything at all.

Seeya soon.
flying off in exactly 12 hours time.. nope.. havent packed my bag at all. Cant really bother to. Feels really drained the past few weeks. Work consumed me. Was it a good thing? Yes and no.. took my attention off some stuff.. but isolated me from some things i wanna be near to.

Wat does it feels like to be in an accident and nothing happens? Like travelling on the expressway when suddenly some vehicle came outta no where and crashed into the side of my car... Car went spinning.. so did i.. then suddenly everything's in slow motion. Digested the fact that i'm hit.. not sure wat's gonna happen. Expecting it to hurt.. but suprise overwhelmes all else.. i dun feel pain.. i'm jus spinning in my car. I'm getting dizzy.. trying to feel if i'm hurt any where. Nope.. i still dun feel the pain. Just feels as if life got sucked outta me like a vacum and everything is in silence. My hands began to tremble but i can't get a grip on myself.

The car spun to a jerky stop.. jerked me outta my daze. not sure if i'm still facing the right direction after all that spin. Not sure if i'm supposed to jus drive off. i'm jus sitting in my car. Waiting for something to happen.

All at once.. a gush of air filled my lungs. i was able to breathe again.

Still looking at my back pack... wondering if it will ever fill itself. dun think so. I better do it then.