Ever wondered how it feels to touch a life? i did.

i read somewhere that every life that u partake in the course of your own.. u change something.. you'd mould something. I wondered how different would the lives of ppl be without me. How my life would be different without the friends and ppl around me.

everyday.. i brush ppl by.. flashing a smile.. shaking a hand. How does it qualify me that i touched anyone's life? why would it matter anyway. i really did wonder if i made a difference. i hope i did.

finally the pace is slowing down.. exercise period is over. think my unit is gonna go into a period of lull. so glad. feeling sick today.. woke up feeling like i was swelling all over.. my eye balls.. my face.. my head.. like some one stuffed tissue into my head. sucked.

worst of all.. i had to be leading worship.. so glad it nv really was about me. God took things into His hands. Felt so weird on stage.. dun know wat i was saying.. my eyes was tearing for nothing. Cant help but want to get off the stage. Not sure if it's me thats feeling listless or everyone else looked listless to me as well. Oh well.. it's over.

Over with the June birthday season.. havent got time to get anyone of them any presents yet. not my bro.. not gemi. not anyone at all. guess they werent expecting anything eh. The funny thing is ppl start coming to me asking if i did anything silly again. asking wat i got for her.. they wouldnt believe i havent gotten anything.. i cant believe it either. ha. like i said.. i really hoped it really could matter more now. But i guess somehow i'd get something for them.

Heard from Gemi about her new job.. i'm felt really happy for her. God really blessed her tremendously.. and i thank God for that! ha. Quite exciting when i was hearing it from her. she seemed quite happening these days.. always having wonderful testimonials. Envy her walk with God.. but definately happy for her. Jiayou eh.

Church camp up next! One thing at a time daniel.. one thing at a time.

midnight mumble

been around a month since i came back from taiwan.. but somehow i didnt came here to doodle some thoughts. not that i've got nothing to say.. jus that i'm starting to be afraid that people would read my thoughts.

Seemed like things have been spinning around.. work.. relationships.. family.. etc. but somehow i still feel like i'm back to square one. Sometimes i cant help but hope things could be more complicated than it already is.

so wat is it gonna be?

Birthday season again.. andrew..vinc..matt.. and of cos gemi. all so dear to me. Didnt seem so important to me this year though. i'm sorry. wished it could matter more.. guess its like you said it.. it's never gonna be the same anymore.

i'm missing my friends.. joseph... matt.. weihwa.. eddie even. feels so far away. Hang in there ya.. dun want wat we hav to ever fade away.

tiger stride next.. i'd probably take a stroll. good night my dear friends