counting down to david tao.. 5.. 4 ...3.. 2.. yawn. Opps. tml night's the night! david in action.. haha. a year plus since his last concert.. but cant wait to see what he's got with new arrangements and stuff. ha. i remembered i throughly enjoyed myself the other time. actually much more than the mayday concert.
well well.. it better be good tml. his last album coming soon.. and then bye bye david tao.. or so he say. ha. really quite wasted if he ends now.. argh.. irritating.. why did it have to stop. :(
Today i comprehend what i'm actually supposed to do in camp.. what the army is paying me for. Haiz.. thinking about it.. its really quite a tough one. Managing expectations.. both ends of it.. breaking bad news and making them sound reasonable. Come on.. as if they dun know i'm trying to fool them. But that's partially what i'm paid for. the bad news man.. sianz. the worst thing is i think i'm immune to the pain in seeing them heading towards shit.. partly because i know there isnt much i can do about it.. partly because it doesnt really concern me.. why invest so much of myself in it.
Else where.. i probably could do much more.. but in the army.. they've always been pacifying me. arghh.. irritating. i've been complaining and raising issues of fairness.. or elitism.. of admin lapse.. plain stupid directives but they nv seem to get thru. They just say "i totally understand and agree with you.. but it's beyond my pay grade to address your problem". Duh! Talk about chain of command.. the stopped my complaint and threw it out right there.. how it is ever gonna get to the person who can actually do something about it?? Irritating.
Maybe i should be writing a song about it like david tao.. haha. i might get famous you know.. ha. maybe not.
